a poem:

 

this is a poem i wrote my very best-friend, because alot of things this poem would clarify. i need all your support and help guys please:

I am sitting alone at home

Supposedly; I would be down stairs talking with you at the phone

I never thought that this day would come -on-

Tears ain’t rolling on my cheeks, racing down to the ground

No sorry hunn. Not this round

I have wasted too many, and I would waste no-more

Because you ain’t worth it the falling tears on the floor

This ain’t the first to break my heart

And tear the world for me. And tear ‘us’ apart

Then come back and say it’s my entire fault

Your worlds are like knives cutting through my heart

But it’s time to cut the crap. No new page, no new start

I am tired of you messing around

Because you know what; I ain’t coming back again

And I am going far

Some-where where you can not break my heart

And I am not gonna hide all the pain in my chest again

Then wait for you to see or to ken

It’s over, goodbye

You can go and cry

Because I cried because of you million times before

But this time I am sorry can’t take no-more

It’s over goodbye.

so after you read this tell me what you think pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeaseeeeeeeeeeee

Count-Down

Due to my unique character, and the most diffrent road i shall seek I still havn't finished final-exams:
yes i know , i can hear ur (Wht the ***0 but truly i havn't fifnshed.
but i am in my count-down:
i still have 5-days on the row so i will try my best to log in here everydown to inform you guys
first i am dreadfully scared and i can wet the chair right-now from anxiousty, so pray all for me.
so count guys
     5

non-scene

well i havent written here for ages i missed it  here so much
there is nothing new exept that school stuff are crazy and the exam .AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
esp that all my friends form other school finished and i am finishinf later
I MEAN REALLY LATER
OK
deep breath ....
1..2...3
as for my life beside that no news or updates exept that
SURPRISE, I AM MOVING
yeah i know omg
we will go and stay ith dad
yhat means :
new school.(and ofcourse leaving my previous one).
leaving friends.
and Starting a NEW life
i dislike change because i am not good at reacting withit , i am so emotional and i quickly attach to my things that i know.
but it's gonna be okay
(right? i hope)